Friday, October 04, 2013

Raw food stuff and life

Making Sauerkraut

Fermenting and Sprouting

Durian banana date

Dehydrated veggies

Raw vegan banana ice cream

Sapote mamey pine nuts



Me in banana forest

Swimming pool in Coral Gables

Me in forest in Miami

Me at Monkey Jungle

I  read my Tonya Zavasta book about Beauty. I agree. Not everybody is pretty. And those who are get special treatment. Those are her words not mine. But I agree 

Beauty is not quantifiable she says. Like if you are rich there will always be someone who has more money.

She says ugliness is disease. Proof we are living in toxins. I agree. Thoughts can be toxins too. Like what do you say to yourself about yourself when you look in a mirror.

Aristotle wrote "Beauty is a great letter of recommendation"
If I had a prayer it would be , "God ( or "reality") please spare me from the desire for love.."To seek people's love and approval assumes that you are not whole.

The only relationship that is ever going to be meaningful is the relationship you have with yourself. When you love yourself, you always love the one you are with!

How do you react when you thinki you need people's approval or love? Do you become a slave for their approval? Do you live an inauthentic life because you cannot bear the thought that they might disapprove of you? DO you figure out how they would like you to be and be a chameleon? IN FACT you never really get their love. You turn into someone you aren;t, and when they say " I love you" you can;t believe it, because they are loving a facade. They are loving someone who doesn't even exist, the person you are pretending to be.

Its difficult to seek other people's love, it's deadly. In seeking it you lose what is genuine. This is the prison we create for ourselves as we seek what we already have!

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