Saturday, February 01, 2014


 MY theory

When you eat something, you become one with it, with the spirit, and then it passes through you on.

So when you eat a cherry, you become one with its spirit, and it passes on..

and when you eat meat, you become one with the animal and its entire life of suffering flashes before you, through you, maybe not consciously... and then leaves you.

What effect do those things have?

Monday, December 09, 2013


I just want to tell everyone how much I love you all. Been watching your fruit and raw journeys. It's been so great, all the years been raw and juicing and running, sports, relationships and travels. Life is beautiful. Let us do this people. Let's stick with this. Now.I am wearing a low cut dress I bought in Miami Beach. When was the last time I was a wild Miami girl, swimming naked at midnight, having sex in golf courses, traveling to freaking Iceland on a whim, by myself. I miss it. Mother hood is great, but its like now I have to morph and all my sexuality and energy has to now be funneled in outlets, fantasies, perverted audiobooks, poems.Nacho Fuentes, the hot polo player, or God sometimes, in my fantasies. Anais Nins dad. I mean I have some weird ideal men. I am attracted to weird things. Men who have shadows. Rotten, filthy, evil.I been eating dates all day. I made a raw pie last night, with raisins and mangoes, lemon juice and a nut date crust. I had an orange. Etc.I just want to feel connected to everyone out there. Like a grid. A fruitarian grid around the planet, I want to plug into its energy. I want to breathe right next to all the gods. I want their breath on me.I painted my nails a vamp color, by Chanel. But its not Chanel, its like 1 dollar cheap shit. I got a pedicure. This lady ripped out an ingrown nail thing it was so long and it hurt. And then she did my eyebrows. Asked me why I pluck them so thin? She massaged my legs. I liked that. And she scrubbed my feet with a salt scrub. On my nails, she did this design all over it with flowers and leaves...and she wanted to do my nails next. I had to fight her and myself and say no, no more. ( But yes secretly I want a Brazilian bikini wax but I am too embarrassed to ask every single time)Eat fruit, eat fruit. I love you gods. I love all of you allssss. My camera lens should be in the mail, I will take daily fruit piccies.

Every Human Being is treacherous to everyone else, because, he has to be true to his own soul-- DH LAWRENCE

From a Paris Magazine in 1900- how to attract a man-Make yourself as feminine as possible, dress so that the most interesting portions of your anatomy are emphasized, and subtly let the gentlemen know you are willing to yield at the proper time..

The cleaner you eat, the more synchronicity occurs.- David Wilcock

Love is the force that transports light. He says.

As soon as you think about someone, we automatically connect a tunnel between you and the tunnel. Light begins traveling through that tunnel.

G- I love you and I want to be with you. I am mad you never fought for me. I am mad you did not talk me out of leaving Miami. I realize I want to close the tunnel between us, make it darker, no more telepathic communication. " It will end in tears" Either you want to be with me, or you don't. And you don't. Keeping you around, just hurts me. You have been nothing but nothing to me. You have done nothing. Strong fearless. I suffered with you. I leave you be. Thanks for being in my life but there is nothing left. Nothing is left here but regret. Passion, desire.

I am eating an apple. As we go through stress, our DNA sheds some of our light.

How to make a fruitarian slideshow. Go to start ; control panel ; appearance and personalization ; change screen saver; scroll down and pick photos slideshow; then click on browse and then add a folder in your pictures folder called screen saver and select it ; then adjust timing, etc ; go to Google images and find fruit and raw vegan dishes and then save them to this folder. Voila..a living wish board.

When you think of others you send photons. When you direct angry thoughts, you pull photons through it, by breaking other people down. Guilt fear shame and sadness David Wilcock says. He says to refuse the bullying and none of your vital energy will be lost.

A- I am so mad you are working too much. I am not happy. I do not like the weather here and I get lonely. Plus I cannot walk anywhere because I am so far in the woods. I am bored. I am growing apart from you. I am almost on that path away from you. We have nothing in common. Maybe raw food pies. We both like.

Eating dates and raisins.

Spiritual Healing, that is what I need. I also want to help others. I want to heal. The body the mind. All the things that make people feel good. I want to heal the planet. I want good to win.

Sunday, December 08, 2013

Mangoes have to be spotty as well as bananas when you eat them

These are from my moms house in Paraguay:

These are her grapes

Her garden

Can make a raw squash pie with dates blended in it.

Her banana plants.


A market

Here is a link to article

Thursday, December 05, 2013


I bought alot of fruits. I am so glad because I love to bite into

some cherries or dates. I love fruit. I could eat it all the time.

If I have enough around. Dried fruits go really fast. I got a

watermelon from the supermarket. I got some purple grapes. I

meditated earlier. I tried to open my third eye by this meditation

and I saw my brain as a cave and there was an opening letting in

light. Thats how I saw my third eye, or pineal gland. I havent

seen anything, asked for anything. I am just beginning. My goal is

to become a spiritual being. And live like that, healing praying

for others and only doing psychic work for good. I am eating a

juicy yummy sweet tangerine. I ordered some orgonite and rose

quartz. Bought some goth boots on ebay. I want to embrace my

divine feminine more. And be more female. I love high heels. To me

that is glorifying my feminine side. I really for a long time have

wanted to grow spiritually and psychically. I took remote viewing

courses, joined a cult, did all sorts of exercises and

hypnotherapy off youtube. I just want to be one of those people

who balance the earth and send and work actively with energy. I

would like to see and fix auras with permission. I would like to

see other realities. At least in my imagination. I do want to

knock at the doors of perception. I want to download information

from the divine. I want to talk to angels.

Lying here in a purple gown, shaven legs and some grapefruit essential oils. This oil is supposed to take care of body image issues. Just smelling it. According to this sales lady. I mix with a little coconut oil. And rub it on my legs. That would feel good. Just a coconut oil massage with drops of grapefruit oil. Or on my face.

Today was a nice day. I took a ride into town. I get so excited for nothing. I just close my eyes. Wear sunglasses and just love. I feel love in my heart. I send love. I think of things I love. I imagine silver cords that tie my daughters hearts to mine.
I think of what I want, I fantasize. I just want so bad some things.

I ate bananas, oranges, avocados, dates, etc etc I bought lots of yummy fruits at coop.
My daughter loves them. She always steals mine. Toddlers are interesting. Fun little things.

Look juice from oranges in those cans and refrigerated sections will have pigs genes soon
I always eat organic. I love it. I made a raw food pie for my family today. They love them

Jay z and beyonce are doing 28 days raw vegan food

I am listening to this womans horrible childhood of being kidnapped by a man with multiple personalities, one of them belonged to a satanic cult. Anyways, she grew up to be a powerful healer. Like doing that for her lifes work. And she is hot. Her name is Teal. She says to eat raw vegan foods. And raw fruits. and also stuff like chlorophyll and spirulina.


Today just carrot juice and apple juice. I am eating oranges all day. Maybe a ton of smoothies. I am working up to all fruit. I just am patient.

I made this for my family its a raw food pie. I make one every night, they love it. Banana, blueberries, avo, dates, lemon, persimmon and date nut crust

My boyfriend now juices every morning.

Raw Juices for breakfast
She tried watermelon juice for the first time, loved it.

I found this- fruitarian moment, you know who it is?
Photo: Apples are fun :D