I want to have long hair, some bangs, dark blonde hair. I
would like to wear heels and skin tight dresses with
jewelry. I want a large mansion, easy to maintain. Lots of
books, classics. I want my daughters educated in the arts
and with homeschool tutors. I want my daughter to take
mandolin classes, for her fun, for her entire life. I want
to train her in music. I want this to be her fun. I have to
make it fun. I must never ever make it a chore or work or
study or like lessons. Never. Her mandolin lesson has to be
I want my love to be in love with me. I want my love to love
me back. I want to do things to get his attention and I want
him impressed with me. I want everyone around me to be happy
I want to write lots of stories that women look up to when
they read. I want my story to uplift women and young girls
and inspire them to be something.
I want to be in a relationship that outshines all others. I
want to figure out how to get everyone to like me, to admire
me, to love me. I have to be the best example. I have to
lead by example. I have to by crystal clear in my intention
of who I want to be.
I want to be a writer. I want to help others. I want to be
spiritual and help people through spiritual exercises that I
create for them. Mostly focusing on goals, meditation and
overload of love. I want to know how I can connect with
everyone I meet. I want eye contact with everyone and I want
I want to be like Marilyn Monroe when reading people. She
usually gave everyone what they wanted. I would have to do it myself. I would have to
desire this enough. Meanwhile, my life has passed by. I do
love Marilyn very much.
Love , what do I love? I love Paris. I love reading and
I would like to communicate with spirits. Good ones that can
guide me. Who do I ask for? Angels? Or is that too much of a
part of our culture. I need other worldy. How about I should
call them and ask for MY PROTECTORS.
I would like to communicate with other humans too. I am
thinking maybe I communicate with my friends in my thoughts,
and like write it down the impressions I get.
I am going to meditate on my love for ten minutes and then
write down here my impressions: 7:33 pm started/7:43 ended.
Thoughts that came up: Hexileleh I must play. That is this
Flower of life game- I must do. I should never spank my
kids..only positive reinforcement. Anger revenge jealousy
are feelings I feel that I have not expressed or fully
grieved over or dealt with. I should always look at people
and give them eye contact. I should erase anything and
everything negative that I ever write. I am a spiritual good
I would like to ask my protectors if they want to channel
through me, through automatic typing, I think I can learn. I
really feel something in me, that needs, that desires this,
and with my will for so long, I have to manifest something.
Its my will.
Is there any connection, I want to open it up. I want to. I
must. Its my desire. I am asking, any energy or spirit that
desires to be my protector, to help me be the best most
positive person I can be. Spirit= Whose will power is strong
and can lead to the fulfillment of all my worldy wishes. I
would like the skills it takes to truly read people and tell
them exactly what they want or need to hear for massive and
permanent change for the better. I would love to have
psychic gifts. I would like to be extra sensory and be able
to prove these abilities. I have talents in the manifesting
and attracting areas of conciousness. I know what I want and
if I do not I want to figure it out.
My protectors guide me, Take me to where I truly will be
happy. Help me find what works for me. Give me advice in
ways I know come from you. Take me to the dreams that will
give me the most pleasure. Lead me into the arms of love.
Give me luck. Be there for me , when I call upon you. I
would like a talisman, so show yourself!
I would like to eat simple. Pieces of fruits, tomatoes,
avocados and raw food meals when I am out. I want more
juices and coconut waters. I want more salads that are out
of this world. Kale and dates, breads and veggie chips. I
love my new dehydrator, bless it. I want others around me to
take it upon themselves to eat more raw and help me out with
preparing raw food meals. I would like to be led to
FLAT EARTH IS REAL
indeed. I have followed every hole. It cant be proven either way.