Monday, December 09, 2013


 Been watching my fruit and raw journeys. It's been so great, all the years I have been raw,  juicing,  running, sports, relationships and travels.  Life is beautiful. Let us do this people. Let's stick with this. Now I am wearing a low cut dress I bought in Miami Beach. Mother hood is great, but its like now I have to morph and all my sexuality and energy has to now be funneled in outlets, fantasies,  audiobooks, poems. Anais Nin's books.

Every Human Being is treacherous to everyone else, because, he has to be true to his own soul-- DH LAWRENCE

From a Paris Magazine in 1900- how to attract a man-Make yourself as feminine as possible, dress so that the most interesting portions of your anatomy are emphasized, and subtly let the gentlemen know you are willing to yield at the proper time..

The cleaner you eat, the more synchronicity occurs.- David Wilcock

Love is the force that transports light. He says.

As soon as you think about someone, we automatically connect a tunnel between you and the tunnel. Light begins traveling through that tunnel.

I am eating an apple. As we go through stress, our DNA sheds some of our light, I did not know that.

How to make a fruitarian slideshow. Go to start ; control panel ; appearance and personalization ; change screen saver; scroll down and pick photos slideshow; then click on browse and then add a folder in your pictures folder called screen saver and select it ; then adjust timing, etc ; go to Google images and find fruit and raw vegan dishes and then save them to this folder. Voila..a living wish board.

When you think of others you send photons. When you direct angry thoughts, you pull photons through it, by breaking other people down. Guilt fear shame and sadness David Wilcock says. He says to refuse the bullying and none of your vital energy will be lost.

I am eating dates and raisins.

Spiritual Healing, that is what I need. I also want to help others. I want to heal. The body and the mind. All the things that make people feel good, I want to focus on, I think thats the secret sauce. I want to heal the planet. I want good to win.

Thursday, December 05, 2013


I bought alot of fruits. I am so glad because I love to bite into

some cherries or dates. I love fruit. I could eat it all the time.

If I have enough around. Dried fruits go really fast. I got a

watermelon from the supermarket. I got some purple grapes. I

meditated earlier. I tried to open my third eye by this meditation

and I saw my brain as a cave and there was an opening letting in

light. I havent

seen anything, asked for anything. I am just beginning. My goal is

to become a spiritual being. And to live like that, healing loving praying

for others and only doing psychic work for good. I am eating a

juicy yummy sweet tangerine. I ordered some orgonite and rose

quartz. Bought some goth boots on ebay. I want to embrace my

divine feminine more. And be more female. I love high heels. To me

that is glorifying my feminine side. I really for a long time have

wanted to grow spiritually and psychically. I took remote viewing

courses, I did all sorts of exercises and

hypnotherapy off youtube. I just want to be one of those people-

who balance the earth, send and work actively with energy. They call them lightworkers.  I

would like to see and fix auras with permission. I would like to

see other realities, at least in my imagination. I do want to

knock at the doors of perception. I want to download information

from the divine. I want to talk to angels.

Today was a nice day. I took a ride into town. I get so excited for nothing. I just close my eyes. Wear sunglasses and just love. I feel love in my heart. I send love. I think of things I love. I imagine silver cords that tie my daughters hearts to mine.
I think of what I want, I fantasize. I just want so bad some things. I do.

I ate bananas, oranges, avocados, dates, etc etc I bought lots of yummy fruits at coop.
My daughter loves them. She always steals mine. Toddlers are interesting. Fun little things.

Look juice from oranges in those cans and refrigerated sections will have pigs genes soon

I always eat organic. I love it. I made a raw food pie for my family today. They love them

Today just carrot juice and apple juice. I am eating oranges all day. Maybe a ton of smoothies. I am working up to all fruit. I just am patient.

I made this for my family its a raw food pie. I make one every night, they love it. Banana, blueberries, avo, dates, lemon, persimmon and date nut crust

Raw Vegan Pie

My boyfriend now juices every morning.

Monday, December 02, 2013


I am closer and closer to being a fruitarian- again. Instead,

of raw, high fat sometimes. I am so close. I just need to get

to the tropics, not yet..but

eventually, I want to live where there are fruits. I do not

know how. Or with this whole fear of our country falling

apart. This fine diet. I just love it. It makes me happy. I love oranges. I

love them. I love bananas and dates. I do like tomatoes

blended. And avocados eaten with kale and a date.

I want this for spiritual reasons. And please, if a dance

company opens up in my neighborhood, I should love to do it

for dance. But for now, No gym, I live in the woods with two

kids. Its my vision quest now. I believe 100% raw is

acceptable. Fruits are king. Nuts on the other hand, they

should be what one falls upon.. Raw nuts.

 I believe in fruits. But my god is love. I am dressed in purple velvet. My rose quartz necklace came in from Ebay. So now I can have help with my unconditional love meditations. The rose crystals help with love. Also from saving our planet from mass confusion and mass hypnosis and mass trouble. I send out clarity and awakening everywhere,

Focus on your goals. What do you want in your life? Where do you want to live? What do you want your diet to be? What do you want your family to be like? Who do you want to be like? What do you wish to look like? Who do you want to love? Who do you want to love you? Do you believe in Free will?

I want to be spiritual and I just love this stuff. I do. I believe you can heal people and meditate on goals and there are exercises one can do to see this power is available. Whether real or not, experience is the same. Your goal is the same thing as god. or consciousness. So everyone has goals, they all want to explore the impossible.