I feel good today. Much better. Raw food is the way to go. 100%. Rejuvenating. Loving. Blessing, and makes miracles appear in your life, just by changing your energy and your aura, and you start living on a higher level. Being who you really are inside, an angel. I can never go back to cooked foods. I just cannot. It is not healthy and does not inspire greatness beauty and love. I have to heal myself, heal my heart, see through my heart like glass, sensitive and aware. Juicing I have been doing, I bought a 50$ box of oranges. I take four at a time and juice then add half the amount in water and mix. It is starting to get cold where I am.I just want to be happy and loving. I want to treat others nice and be well taken care of. I want life to be a joy. I hear so much everywhere, terrifying stuff. I have to stay above it, I just have to love and forgive the world. That people and men are the greatest things, in the universe. The Greatest. There is only love and a call for love.
Listening to Audio book I downloaded from librivox called Maggie Girl of the Streets by Stephen Crane circa 1900. Also downloaded some hypnosis cds about how to be a good housekeeper and get more sex. I love listening to them, especially when they ask you to imagine your perfect man, your soul mate, someone you never met before..wow. Intense.
I feel really good, I am so grateful to my friend. I have the best company and I love talking and emailing.
I am so happy today is another day and it will be a great day.
It will be a day I do the the easy way . I do what comes easy. Nature does not strain to grow, it happens naturally and I want to be like that too.
I feel so much goodness and love, I want to love, I love. I feel so much for some people. it is good.
I am listening to opera and feeling nice.
All day 6 smoothies with Avocado, Banana, and Strawberries
9 pm 13 dollars worth of cut Watermelon and Whole Foods
10pm a handful of mesclun greens to eat like chips
12 am two white peaches
all day a bag of grapes
grape and banana smoothie
6pm Guarapo (sugar cane juice)
9pm Watermelon juice
11pm Cucumbers, tomatoes and celery from Buffet
12pm Watermelon juice
2pm Mashed Avocados with lime
4pm Smoothie apple banana
9pm Orange juice
1030pm 2 glasses smoothie with Orange jUice , strawberries and banana
11am Orange juice
Today I am getting my hair done and cleaning my apartment. I have been watching LOST episodes.
I went shopping, bought my friend a suit and shoes and Custo Barcelona pants and t shirt with a cute kitty. Also silk hiking pants for Switzerland and some silk shorts and hiking stuff like boots.
I want to have a spotless apartment, I want to look good and I want to wake up early and do things in nature.
4:30 pm 2 glasses Orange Juice
5 2 glasses oj
6 1 glass oj
8 pm 1 glass OJ
830 Mashed avocado and lime
11pm 4 smoothies with banana, strawberries and blueberries
12 midnght 1/2 sliced cantaloupe
12noon smoothie with OJ Mango and strawberries at Jamba juice
4 2 glasses ice smoothie with papaya and OJ
8 2 glasses papaya and lime juice smoothie with ice
10 pm -green organic Grapes
1030 salsa and chopped tomatoes
11 pm -raspberries, blackberries, blueberries
1pm chopped tomatoes, florida avocado and lime juice
3 2 glasses smoothie avocado, yellow raspberries, banana and lime juice
6 smoothie apple avocado banana 3 glasses
Noon Watermelon juice 2 glasses
2 coconut milk from press
3 pm Fruit salad of Papaya, watermelon, orange, bananas and cantaloupe, Orange juice 1 glass
12 pm some muscadine grapes
2pm a banana
3pm and orange juice from Jamba juice
530pm smoothie of cactus fruit and a peeled orange, watermelon chunks
9 pm orange juice
930 pm half a large florida avocado mashed with lime juice
I felt really euphoric ridong my bike tonight, Like I was on air.
the whole city of Coral Gables looked so beautiful, it was alive and I felt so much love energy coming from me. Vividly.
I felt so in love with things. I did. Everything was so nice, my thoughts were so clear and almost like breath.
Yesterday I felt euphoric in the supermarket as well, I remember it felt so good to walk down this particular aisle . I felt really tall, thin and floating, beautiful.
Although almost with such clarity, I could smell all the chemicals in the different bottles and I was headed straight for the meat department, I tried to get a reading from the meat, like feel something, but nothing, I knew how disgusting and horrific those lives were lived and the holocaust pretty much..the murder, it is too ugly for me to think on, I just past it all ,headed for the produce section.
Going to Ballet class was something too, I drank two bottles of water before glass and one in the middle. It was so beautiful, everything was so easy, simple, here I was just feeling the art of Ballet, here I was doing it without staring at someone’s feet, here i was just doing it , just thinking about me.
12pm a smoothie with 2 bananas and a large starfruit
4pm avocado with spoon, haas
430pm a smoothie with a banana, peeled orange and a mango
5:15 pm Haas avocado with spoon
745 pm a smoothie with banana, peeled orange, avocado, and passion fruit scooped out
9:00pm juice of half a watermelon, some muscadine grape
2 pm smoothie with 1 Mango cut up , two cheeks first and then cubed, turned inside out and cut and then whats left diced and ice/water
4pm a large half Papaya , cut in half, deseeded and scooped out with a lime, cut in half and juiced with lemon press into it and water /ice
5pm orange juice from Jamba juice
9:00 pm an Orange and some Concord Grapes
11:00 pm Juice of a small seedless watermelon ( blended in vitamix)
2:30 am Haas avocado
I would like to wake up and be in paradise and everything goes as I wish it.
the thing is we are and we dont even know it, our thoughts create our universe and in our thoughts we need to think paradise and perfetcion and just a big beautiful beach.
I have been spending time in bed, recuperating, feeling better. Watching movies and emails on my hd tv screen .
would like to buy a large watermelon, but how am I going to carry it to my house?
I slept well last night but kept having to wake up and drink water. After I have a drink I sleep so well.
I was going to go to the Venetian pool this morning and sunbathe, I need a tan, I do, I am white again. I love going in a bikini and lying in the sun. South Beach is a bus ride, but when I am all the way out there I spend money on smoothies and water.
I learn best by Visual learning style. That means I learn by seeing things in my mind the best.
Some people learn by hearing, feeling, hands on..
The Seven intelligences which are: Visual/Spatial, Verbal/ Linguistic, Musical/Rhythm, Logic/Math, Body /Kinesthetic “sports” /Interpersonal ” people smart”/Intrapersonal ” self smart” or Naturalistic “nature, environment”.
I am really good at VISUAL/SPATIAL, VERBAL LINGUISTIC and NATURALISTIC, in that order. That means I think in pictures, love to create images, am word smart, communicate well thru language.
( uh , all this is duh.. I know alll this.) I also I scored well in my interest in the environment and can recognize flowers , clouds and I like hiking.
So all this means is I need to find work/majors in these areas. Also, it means that when studying, I need to recite aloud, join study groups,use charts, drawings, visualize and also be outside as much as possible .
Personality type. I could be either extroverted/introverted, sensing/intuition, thinking/feeling or Judging/perceiving.
Out of each combination, of what you have chosen, there is a unique personality type.
I am Extroverted, meaning I live in the outside world, draw strength from others, am outgoing, love interaction and being the center of attention. ( I thought I wasn’t, but with friends I am always talking, preaching and blabbing about everything and I keep a public diary and always want to be loved the most, and be the best, and I want to bring out the best on others and also supoort them to be incredible)
I am Intuitive meaning I see possibilities and rely on gut feelings and am innovative.
(I read into things alot )
I am Feeling meaning I make decisions on what is just and right. I like to live in harmony and peace. I value others opinions, into people being happy and very tactful. (That’s me. I am this. I feel that what is, and comes natural, is right and what feels good is a sign I am on the right track. When others are happy I am. I like to spoil people.)
I am a Judger, I am orderly and need structure in my life. Good at goal setting and sticking to it. I work before I play. ( I am always on time, always finished my work, my task, what I need done I do, I love taking orders)
So I take that combination and look it up and I am ENJF:
” Very concerned about others feelings, I respect others, I am good leader, usually I am popular, good at public speaking, but can make decsions too quickly and I trust too easily.”
I bought MBH a Green Star 2000 and I am so proud of him, making all this cabbage juice, spinach, carrots etc..It makes me HAPPY!! He will be healthier and hotter because the blood will flow back in his skin, he will feel more alive and have more energy to be the best lawyer in the courtroom, always. Because he is the best lawyer and he is very exclusive and the richest and most important people trust him with all their secrets. I know I do.
Midnight snack- dehydrating pineapple rings
11- smoothie with dates, cherries, avocado, banana. I bought this big giant gulper jug with lid, from Jamba juice and it always fits all my smoothie I make.
SALT AND OIL FREE GAZPACHO
1/2 cup water
10 large ripe tomatoes
2 medium red bell pepper
spicy pepper to taste
8 pitted dates
1/2 cup lemon juice
1 large bunch of fresh basil
Pour the gazpacho liquid into a bowl and cut the following vegetables into 1/2 inch cubes:
I want to be a fruitarian, high fruit, raw vegan diet. I want to share myself and love the world. I want to be nice to people. I want to bring light to all my readers. I love reading diaries myself. Anais Nin is my favorite. I love tropical fruit. I do live in a cold climate. I want to live a full life. I want to be able to love those it is hard to. I want to have an amazing life.
Suvine Mado the MALL hahaha
Fruit eater raw vegan is my ultimate goal. Anything with a seed is called a fruit. Some consider soaked sprouted seeds and nuts as well as raw greens- fruitarian. I do too. I am not strict and will dabble in raw gourmet food. I will not deny myself that if I come across it. I want to end up perfectly fruitarian. But maybe not, Maybe I will just do straight fruit with no cheats. Just leaving myself some room. I have many years experience with fruitarian diet regimens and I somehow failed. Nothing is changing. So I have to.
I want to get my life of beauty back. I want to feel all those emotions of success and victory. No fear. But lots of discipline awaits me. I will be honest with my diary. I may lose everything I have.