Making Sauerkraut
Fermenting and Sprouting My kitchen. I was married to this
Durian banana date how can you resist?
Dehydrated veggies I made
Raw vegan banana ice cream I used to store my meals
Photographer in Arizona while I was at the Tree of Life I went into the city to model. I wore what was in the photographers closet. Looking back. It was risky but he had a studio and it was all free. Usually you pay them. Things were different. I was into glamour modeling. My photos were in many newspapers. IN Boston I was the page 6 " cover "model for 2 years straight. Recognized in grocery stores.
Sapote mamey pine nuts
Juice orange with pith juiced
Drawing I did. I know who can figure it out?
Me in banana forest
This was at Fruit and Spice park.
Swimming pool in Coral Gables Venetian Pool
Me in forest in Miami Chihuly exhibit at Botanical gardens. I was a volunteer there
Me at Monkey Jungle. Yay Monkeys throwing poop!
I Sewed that dress myself. Its empire regency gown. I love the 1800s!! You can tell by the sleeve I was beginner sewer.
Beauty is not quantifiable she says. Like if you are rich there will always be someone who has more money.
She says ugliness is disease. Proof we are living in toxins. I agree. Thoughts can be toxins too. Like what do you say to yourself about yourself when you look in a mirror.
Aristotle wrote "Beauty is a great letter of recommendation"
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If I had a prayer it would be , "God ( or "reality") please spare me from the desire for love.."To seek people's love and approval assumes that you are not whole.
The only relationship that is ever going to be meaningful is the relationship you have with yourself. When you love yourself, you always love the one you are with!
How do you react when you thinki you need people's approval or love? Do you become a slave for their approval? Do you live an inauthentic life because you cannot bear the thought that they might disapprove of you? DO you figure out how they would like you to be and be a chameleon? IN FACT you never really get their love. You turn into someone you aren;t, and when they say " I love you" you can;t believe it, because they are loving a facade. They are loving someone who doesn't even exist, the person you are pretending to be.
Its difficult to seek other people's love, it's deadly. In seeking it you lose what is genuine. This is the prison we create for ourselves as we seek what we already have!
The only relationship that is ever going to be meaningful is the relationship you have with yourself. When you love yourself, you always love the one you are with!
How do you react when you thinki you need people's approval or love? Do you become a slave for their approval? Do you live an inauthentic life because you cannot bear the thought that they might disapprove of you? DO you figure out how they would like you to be and be a chameleon? IN FACT you never really get their love. You turn into someone you aren;t, and when they say " I love you" you can;t believe it, because they are loving a facade. They are loving someone who doesn't even exist, the person you are pretending to be.
Its difficult to seek other people's love, it's deadly. In seeking it you lose what is genuine. This is the prison we create for ourselves as we seek what we already have!
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