Monday, January 23, 2012

Love

I was a student for a while. It was fun. I really liked Remote viewing.

I love the deering estate and came here often

My oil painting of my sister she never took, my mom has


Fasting on watermelon juice

When I worked at Glaser Organic Farms in office

Me with a blone mohawk, you cannot see it. I made that necklace in jewlery class, My hardcore bands flyers in the back, I was super punk.



Marilyn Monroe morgue photo, she looks beautiful still

A people that values its privileges above its principles soon loses both.
- Dwight D. Eisenhower
Talk sense to a fool and he calls you foolish. - Euripides

I have been eating some greens lately. I had watercress with pineapple smoothie.
Arnold Ehret says we are a fruit eating people.
I read articles that said one must be pure to enjoy fruitarianism, otherwise
cravings will happen. I am having mad cravings. Ridiculous.
Mostly all day I had tangerines. I have tomatoes, dates and avocado.
Last night I had lots of juices, orange, sugarcane, watermelon.
 I also ate some stuff in mom's fridge like tomatoes and carrots.
She had nothing else to eat, I was so hungry.
"Do you believe in something beautiful? Then get up and be it!" - Ted Leo
Always acknowledge a fault. This will throw those in authority off their
 guard and give you an opportunity to commit more.—Mark Twain
Mr. Chambers! Don't get on that ship! The rest of the book, "To Serve Man",
it's... it's a cookbook!
The Twilight Zone

Worker bees can leave
Even drones can fly away
The queen is their slave
Grant that not only the love of liberty but a thorough knowledge of the rights of man
 may pervade all the nations of the earth, so that a philosopher may set his foot
anywhere on its surface and say: This is my country. - Benjamin Franklin
"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps
of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish
and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach.
The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours." - Ayn Rand
Love is blind, they say; sex is impervious to reason and mocks the power of all
philosophers. But, in fact, a man's sexual choice is the result and the sum of his
 fundamental convictions.

Green

My neighborhood Coral Gables for 7 years

Me and my mom at David Wolfe retreat in Georgia

Me and Charles at raw food festival

Me fasting in South Beach Condo

My table at Anastasia Avenue in Coral Gables, A fruit fest with mango avo shake

Me in Puerto Rico at the Ann Wigmore retreat. It was a sad time for me. I read course in Miracles. I healed myself, came back and grew sprouts and made energy soup for a month.

Wonderful

My artwork over a man

Me in Lucerne, Switzerland with that same man

Dish at the Tree of Life we made, cucumber rolls with black sesame seeds

Drawing I did while there.

Me in Philadelphia fruit stage

Me in Brickell, Miami with a professor taking my photo

Friday, December 23, 2011







Friday, December 09, 2011

Day before event

Fruit Anne sent me this

cranberry pineapple date oj

Mango dressing on sprouts I did

Raw Vegan Energy soup in Puerto Rico

Stuffed raw vegan bell peppers, a raw friend made this for me. He was obsessed with parasites and always had cayenne, turmeric in recipes, to kill them.

My drawing I did at Tree of Life

My heroine with fruit

Me at raw festival


Today I have been very good. Just banana smoothies with frozen berries, or some greens, All day long. I had some green salads, organic with just wakame and oil,  some braggs with tomatoes and celery. Last night I had a wakame and sunflower seed binge, with some cooked OJ, nothing too bad. I will get on track though. Things are working themselves out.

Kind of. I want to upload stuff to my iPod so I can meditate. I feel I need to shut out the world. I was going to do a video today but I am naked with a sheet wrapped around me like a toga. That is kind of what I wear around the house. Togas. 

I feel sad a little bit. I just miss the tropics. Its cold here. I am also in a relationship. I am not used to it, and I get all fired up in my imagination all the time. I want to live in a world where I can love anyone I want. And give love.
I just want something. I want it so bad my soul hurts. I want to be a light to others. I want to make people happy. I am a brunette now. I dont even bleach my eyebrows. My eyebrow liner is now black. I just wish I could make everyone love me and that means I have to love everyone. No problem. Its what we people do, give out love and light. Those who age, dont give out love.

Its fall. The persimmons are on sale. I got invited to a bad sweater party tomorrow night. I dont have any bad sweaters. Just cashmere I got at a garage sale that a local celebrity used to own. I dont feel much like going out anymore. I need to change my attitude.