Green

My neighborhood Coral Gables for 7 years

Me and my mom at David Wolfe retreat in Georgia

Me and Charles at raw food festival

Me fasting in South Beach Condo

My table at Anastasia Avenue in Coral Gables, A fruit fest with mango avo shake

Me in Puerto Rico at the Ann Wigmore retreat. It was a sad time for me. I read course in Miracles. I healed myself, came back and grew sprouts and made energy soup for a month.

Wonderful

My artwork over a man

Me in Lucerne, Switzerland with that same man

Dish at the Tree of Life we made, cucumber rolls with black sesame seeds

Drawing I did while there.

Me in Philadelphia fruit stage

Me in Brickell, Miami with a professor taking my photo

Day before event

Fruit Anne sent me this

cranberry pineapple date oj

Mango dressing on sprouts I did

Raw Vegan Energy soup in Puerto Rico

Stuffed raw vegan bell peppers, a raw friend made this for me. He was obsessed with parasites and always had cayenne, turmeric in recipes, to kill them.

My drawing I did at Tree of Life

My heroine with fruit

Me at raw festival

Today I have been very good. Just banana smoothies with frozen berries, or some greens, All day long. I had some green salads, organic with just wakame and oil,  some braggs with tomatoes and celery. Last night I had a wakame and sunflower seed binge, with some cooked OJ, nothing too bad. I will get on track though. Things are working themselves out.

Kind of. I want to upload stuff to my iPod so I can meditate. I feel I need to shut out the world. I was going to do a video today but I am naked with a sheet wrapped around me like a toga. That is kind of what I wear around the house. Togas. 

I feel sad a little bit. I just miss the tropics. Its cold here. I am also in a relationship. I am not used to it, and I get all fired up in my imagination all the time. I want to live in a world where I can love anyone I want. And give love.

I just want something. I want it so bad my soul hurts. I want to be a light to others. I want to make people happy. I am a brunette now. I dont even bleach my eyebrows. My eyebrow liner is now black. I just wish I could make everyone love me and that means I have to love everyone. No problem. Its what we people do, give out love and light. Those who age, dont give out love.

Its fall. The persimmons are on sale. I got invited to a bad sweater party tomorrow night. I dont have any bad sweaters. Just cashmere I got at a garage sale that a local celebrity used to own. I dont feel much like going out anymore. I need to change my attitude.

Bananas

I want to be a messenger, messiah, prophet of love. I was reallly into love. I did this exercise at an event where we dress up as what we want to be like, I dressed up as love, in red, feathers and lots of glitter. We were blindfolded and for four hours we danced, as if we WERE that which we dressed up as, we became it. Quite tough when I was blindfolded and realized I didnt know what LOVE was. Well. It was beautiful. It was a pagan ritual. I got lost in trance blindflded I became love. I was supposed to attract it I guess after that. It was before I met my previous boyfriend and had a daughter, so did it work? Yes. I think so. I also had the best time with an old boyfriend on a visit back home, before I met my previous boyfriend. I remember looking down at him with such love. He said something really rude like C'mon get into it. Oh well.

I have to give love to everyone and every situation. Always. Love.  Just love. Soul LOVE. Anyways. I am going to do all these guided meditations until I get there

Last night I watched a documentary on youtube called The prince, the showgirl and me. The movie is coming out My week with Marilyn, its out already, just not in my town. A guy had a fling with Marilyn Monroe one summer and wrote about it. Very cool.

Today was less difficult. I had half an avocado with braggs and cayenne, tons of banana smoothies with dried strawberries. I had a whole cantaloupe. For dinner I will have a salad with some wakame and maybe a tsp of oil. In WA I am eatign lots of bananas. The mangos here are no good, hard, chilled and when you buy them they are rotten inside and still green.  I will also have a thai coconut tonight. I miss Miami fruit. There is nothing here fresh but apples and squash and I dont like either.

Here are some photos. I still have alot. I want to do videos soon.

Me eating purslane at the green smoothie retreat in Oregon

My pregnancy in hospital was very hard. I do not recommend. I had no rights. No choice. Thats all I wish to say at the moment. The photo says it all.

I loved the farmers markets in Coral gables

My lion statue from Miami

  Where I took my breaks when I worked at Law Office in South Beach, on the roof next to jacuzzi and pool

Photo I took in Philly and did all HDR like. I was really into HDr effect.

Raw food hummus plate in las vegas, ok. Zucchini, carrots, cucumbers with some flax crackers.